my bags are not packed.

my bags are not packed.
i am not ready to go.
and there is no taxi waiting outside my door.

i have not blogged in the longest time. i will use play the exams-and-other-unpleasant-events excuse card. not that i actually need one.

the exams have ended. two semesters worth of campos visits; debits and credits; demand and supply; tea drinking; pie eating; late-night sleeping; youtubing; assignments; tutorials; lectures; workshops; laughing at the back of class; ocf fridays; crazily msning/ calling friends asking them for help for the latest quiz/assignment/exam/test; kebab guzzling; and racing to uni have come to a abrupt but welcomed halt. thank God my course calls for only three years of my youth life.

i find it liberating not having to worry about waking up early for school hence blogging at 217 in the morning. i like how i sat in my pajamas for the better part of the day, they are very comfortable.

i like the holidays. it directly and indirectly makes me comfortable.

today i got a wee bit too excited and bought some toilet cleaning gear. tomorrow we shall have a clean toilet.

actually i planned on also going for a jog and a swim, getting my nails done and having a nice dress up dinner. i wonder whether my little self will actually do all that. since 2 to 3 p.m. is already blocked out for ready steady cook.

yay! i have a nice busy busy day ahead of me. i also have a really interesting few weeks ahead of me, japan tripping mostly. i want to overdose on sake and sashimi and ramen. i want to go see the zen monks (did you know they beat their fellow meditating pals when their pals don’t concentrate? they use a rod and whack whack) and i want to freeze my bum off and i want to go for my onsen. yes i want to. i want to see those monkeys that pop into my onsen water with me, i want to poke them and make them my little minions.

i also want to rest. i want to run home to singapore and be with my family and go do what sims do. i want to see my friends and tell them how much i’ve missed them.

i want to pick up where i’ve left time.